another doctors office down... talked to an office in Portsmouth today and they said "no" to the c-section too. "there's too many risks involved" and, very nicely, she wanted to make sure I knew that anencephalic babies born c-section are born dead too. You know, just so that I don't have any false expectations. Thanks for the input.
Honestly, my heart can't handle the constant disappointments. I'm meeting with Maine Medical again on Tuesday and we'll get to see Rachel again on a 4D ultrasound. I'm looking forward to that...with a little reservation. I'm going to have another talk with them about the c-section. Please pray that they will be responsive.