I have a few things I want to blog about, but can't seem to get myself to write them out. It's been a hard week of missing Rachel. I've been sad a lot this week and my heart is heavy for her. There are lots of good things going on. I'm super busy getting ready to start work and also getting some of the prep work done for Rachel's 2nd annual race this summer. Everyone here is healthy and things are going okay. My knees are still a mess (yes, that is now plural) but the one that is fractured is MUCH better than it was and I've lost 9 pounds. My blood pressure seems to be down now so it was probably just elevated because of my injury. Matt's car is finally on the road again after 3 months of walking to work. Matt's been so supportive and in tune with my emotions and my kids have brought me extra laughs and smiles lately, especially Asa who is almost as in love with me as I am with him.
So everything is good.
And yet, I'm still sad.
But it's okay.
*Hugs* and prayers my friend. Words can't heal the hurt you are feeling or bring her back but know you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers. Praying for comfort for you. Glad some other things are looking up for you and your sweet family. May God bless and comfort you.
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