I had ordered a 3-6 month because I never buy my kids newborn sized stuff, but decided it was too big and ordered the smallest one they had, 0-3 month. When I got him dressed to leave, I realized that once this thing is washed I'm going to be glad I have the big one too cause it probably won't fit anymore. He was patient with me while I tried to get this over his head! He also graduated to the size 1 diapers today - the newborn ones just weren't big enough for him. Too bad I have an open pack here!
Tonight while going through my pictures from Asa's birth, I came across a picture that caught me a little off guard. I'm on the phone asking for prayer for Asa because I was getting ready to push.... and on my belly, I have Rachel's blanket and teddy that I sleep with every night. The truth is I slept with her blanket every night I was at the hospital just like I have every night since she left me. And while I cuddled with her new baby brother, her blanket was right there beside us. I guess I didn't realize I was holding it in labor too.... but apparently I was.
This has been such a long hard road. God, I miss her so much.