I'm assuming you guys prayed for my neck?? I feel pretty close to 100% better today. Thank you!
We had Samuel's birthday party today. He is getting so big. I didn't really feel ready to have a party yet, but it was really nice. He had a great time and we got showered with gifts too, in celebration of the new baby.
I was looking through Rachel's pictures today and the reality of what happened hit me. That happened the other day too. I was telling Denise when we were on our way out for dinner that sometimes I think about it all and none of it seems real. I told her I think about Rachel and it doesn't feel like it could be real... did I really have a baby without the top of her head?? I think about the new baby and it doesn't feel like it could be real... will I really have a baby at the end of this pregnancy?? And no sooner did I say "None of it feels real", I looked at her clock in her car and on it, it says "I AM"
HE IS
He is real, He is in control, and He is with me.
On August 4, 2010 our hearts broke as we heard the Dr. say "she has anencephaly...these babies don't live" at our 19 wk ultrasound. The Dr. is wrong. Our precious daughter's time on earth may be short, but she will live for eternity with our Lord in heaven. During the few months we have her here with us, we intend to make the most of every second of it. Our hope is that she will leave behind more than a few short memories, but that she will leave a legacy of what it means to hope in Jesus.
Whoa! You changed your Blog--I love it!! I am glad your neck is feeling better, and yup, I prayed for you! :)
ReplyDeleteStacy, I like the new blog and love the saying "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..." I have this hanging in my living room! Glad your neck feels better.
ReplyDeleteI know at times it doesn't feel real to me either but you are right about God!!!
ReplyDeleteI have felt that this isn't real at times too & HE IS!
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